Hi everyone,

How are you all doing? A few health issues here but doing ok, I have realised this blogging is much harder than it looks, still getting use to talking to myself. Not sure if blogging is for me we will soon see over the next few months. It has been a very bad month I have been sticking to my healthy eating plan and have had no weight loss.  I have also had to shake my self out of the doldrums and tell my self "to get up, dress up, and turn up' a few times last month. Finances were in the pressure cooker again that all ways makes everything harder but my darling husband is pulling us out again as he always does with hard work, neither of us are good with budgets.

 I did get rid of a few excess baggage emotionally this month though even if not physically.  I am now enjoying my own company a lot more, and have learned to appreciate my life and who I am it's amazing after all these years of worrying about everyone else and doing for everyone else to finally realise I am the most important person in my life. The thing about all this is I am much better company for my partner family and friends when I am not so dependant on them for my happiness, but have learned to be happy for me and enjoy who I am in this life, its like a sort of discovering how wonderful I am and doing things that I want to do.


I am not putting other before myself anymore.  I don't mean I have suddenly stopped caring its more like " The lack of planning on your part does not make it an emergency on my part". You know if we all looked after ourselves I,m sure we would be better people, it's not being selfish it's being sensible and then those around you that love you will not have anybody to worry about and we can all start enjoying each others happiness and lives, without each others excess baggage.